Maa bete ke pyar ki kahani-15
Maa Beta
Pichla bhaag padhe:- Maa bete ke pyar ki kahani-14 Aap sabhi ko dhanyawad meri story padhne ke liye. Jab last story likhi thi, tab ye nahi pata tha koi aage bhi part likhunga. Story likhne ke baad comment mein kaafi logon se baat ki. Kaafi logon ka concern tha mujhe Sushma ko aise jaane nahi dena chahiye. Ek ne suggest kiya tha ki mujhe Sushma se baat kar dena band kar dena chahiye, jisse wo khud baat karne lag jayegi. Tab mera mann tha ki baat karna nahi chhodh sakta Sushma se. Fir thoda socha ki ek try kar sakta hu. Maine 25 feb se usse baat karna band kar diya. Usko block kar diya har jagah se. Maine baat karna chhodh diya. Uska Ruby ko call aata. Mujhse baat karne ke liye bolti hai. Main 2 minute mein rakh deta hu, kuch zyada jawab nahi deta. Un dino main apni story hi padhta rehta tha. Comment bhi dekhe. Tab analysis kiya ye sex story na hoke ek love story zyada thi. Is baar ye story mein kuch apni taraf se add karunga. Means poori story real nahi hogi. Maan ke chalna 80 percent real, 20 percent fantasy. Facts incident real honge. Usme extra sex and fantasy add kar doonga. Chalo story par aate hai- Maine baate karna band kar diya tha. Tab mann aise ho raha tha aaj baat kar lu. Main mann ko samjhata. Jaise pehle story mein bataya tha mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha Sushma (Mom) ne hamare sex relation ko kyun khatam kiya. Usne kabhi sahi se reason nahi diya tha. Mom son ka sex relation bahut complicated hota hai. Aap logon mein se koi incest hai to wo meri baat samajh sakta hai. Tum kisi ko bata nahi sakte. Sath mein dono feeling bhi sahi se ek-doosre ke sath share nahi kar sakte. Jaise mere sath tha. Naa to mom ne kabhi saari feeling batayi, naa maine, kyunki hum ek-doosre ki care karte the. Ek ki wajah se doosre ki life bahut effect ho jati. Jaise wo ye feeling batati ki wo hamesha mere sath rehna chaahti hai, to Sushma ne socha hoga meri life kharaab na ho jaye. To wo ye feeling nahi bata payi. Ye soch mere ek reader se comment par baatein karte hue samajh aayi. Jab hum apni age ke kisi ladke ya ladki se pyar karte hai, tab feeling khul kar share kar dete hai. Is relation mein hamne apni feeling kabhi khul kar share hi nahi ki. Darr laga rehta ek-doosre ki wajah se life ruin na ho jaye dono ki ya family walo ki. Ek feeling jo hame share karni chahiye thi, hum ek-doosre ke bina nahi reh sakte. Hum dono real love karte hai ek-doosre se. Hum share kar dete main shaadi na karta. Shayad convince kar leta papa ko na shaadi karne ko. Mom aur son ka sex relation kisi ka bhi ho, sabhi apne dil ki feeling khul kar share karna. Baad mein bahut mushkil ho jayegi. Maine Sushma se March, April poora maheena baat nahi ki. May mein Ruby ke bhai ka rishta pakka ho gaya. Shaadi 10 june ki fix ho gayi. Ab hame India aana hi tha. Ye sab ek-dum se kaise hua samajh nahi aaya. Kabhi-kabhi kismat kuch aur hi kar deti hai. Mera plan ye nahi tha. Fir se 2011 wali situation aa gayi jab maine Sushma se baat karna chhodh diya tha. Us waqt wo meri GF ya biwi nahi thi. Aaj thi. Magar ye nahi pata tha is baar kya react rahega. Wo normal behave karegi ya gussa. Gussa karegi to kya ban ke? Friend, ya GF, ya biwi ban kar. Maine papa se baat ki. Hum 20 may ko aa rahe the. Bhaiya ko bol diya 20 may ko aa raha tha. Mummy se Ruby ne baat kar li. Bhaiya bole wo shaadi waale din hi aa jayenge Delhi. Tabhi 1 week ki chutiya le lenge. Papa ne bataya 12 may ko Uttrakhand mein chaar dhaam yatra jaa rahe the doston ke sath, 20 may tak aa jayenge. Meri tension bhade jaa rahi thi, ki kaise face karunga Sushma ko. 20 may ko hum Delhi aa gaye. Ruby wahi se hi apne ghar chali gayi. Main raat ko taxi leke apne ghar ki taraf nikal liya. Papa se baat ho gayi thi 19 ko hi ki. Unhone bataya is baar bheed bahut zyada thi, to 23 se pehle nahi aa payenge. Ek reason ye bhi tha main Ruby ke sath uske ghar nahi gaya. Hamara plan ye tha ki main subha nikalta uske ghar se apne ghar ke liye. Jab jaa raha tha dil ki dhadkan badhe jaa rahi thi. Raat ko 2 baje ghar pahuncha. Sushma ne gate khola. Maine thoda sa nakhra dikha kar bag rakha, aur apne room mein chala gaya. Wo peeche-peeche room tak aayi. Mom: Aapke liye khaana laga du. Main: Bhookh nahi hai, flight mein hi khaa liya tha. Main sone jaa raha hu, thak gaya hu. Mom naraaz hoke chali gayi. Maine room band kiya aur sone laga. Tab aise mann ho raha tha Sushma ko jaake kiss kar du. Mann bahut soch raha tha. Neend nahi aa rahi thi us chakkar mein. Thoda dimag thak gaya, to pata nahi kab so gaya. Fir 8 baje utha. Jaldi se naha dho ke 8:30 drawing room mein baith gaya. Thodi der baad mom aayi khaana le kar. Maine khaana khaaya. Fir uske baad wo boli- Main: Kaise ho? Mom: Theek hu. Main: Papa to parso aayenge. Mom: Haa. Kuch der main chup raha, aur wo bhi. Thodi der baad. Mom: Kya baat hui thi, baat kyun nahi kar rahe the itne dino se? Main: Tu bata tu kyun nahi baat kar rahi sahi se 5 saal se? Mom: Kar to rahi thi. Aur kaise karu? Main: Acha pehle bhi aise hi baat karti thi? Kuch change nahi hua? Mom: Main aapka past hu, Ruby present or future. Main waisi baatein nahi karna chaahti. Main: Tu hi mera present hai, future bhi. Tujhe ek din bhi yaad nahi aati meri? Purane dino ki? Kaise ek-doosre se pyar karte the, sab bhool gayi? Mom: Mujhe yaad to aati hai magar kuch nahi ho sakta. Main: Kya nahi ho sakta. Kam se kam 1.5 se 2 saal mein India aata hu, tab to kar hi sakte hai. Phone par bhi kar sakte hai sex chat. Tum samajh kyun nahi rahi? Mom: Aap nahi samajh rahe. Ruby hi hai aapka future. Main: Mujhe tu chahiye. Mom: Kya bachho wali zidd kar rahe ho. Ab bachhe nahi rahe. Main: Wahi to keh raha hu ab tera bachha nahi tera pati hu. Mom: Kya aap bhi baaton ko kaha mod dete ho. Is baar mom ki tone gusse wali nahi thi. Main samajh gaya tha yahi mauka tha kuch initiative lene ka. Mujhe pata lag gaya tha pichle 3 maheeno mein baat na karne se wo thoda soft ho gayi thi. Main utha aur unke paas jaake baith gaya. Hath ko gardan ke peeche se shoulder par rakh diya.