Re-Living The Happy Days – Part I
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Submit Report Hi all I am kichu (my pet name of course) I am a 31yr old from north malabar and now working in bangalore as a system administrator in an IT company here. I came across this site again after a long time, and this time I thought rather than being a passive reader I should share the happy days of my life with you all which would make me also to relive it. Since this is the first time I am writing and as I am trying to relive it please excuse me for making it long or mistakes in my writing. Even though I have put some cover to the names I am honest on the incidents. The incidents I am sharing happened when I was doing my engineering. I had good enough rank in the entrance test to get seat for electronics branch in govt engineering college but not anywhere near to my place but in an engineering college in central travancore. It was during the interview for the admission in the college that I first met with shafeena and ammu (both names changed little bit) both from malabar area itself. Ammu had a wheatish complexion tall may be 5'6″ and shafeena very fair almost of the same height both having excellent figures. Ammu had got admission in the same trade as me – electronics and shafeena was in civil branch. They had come to the admission along with their parents and I had my father along with me. My father and ammu's father were class mates during school and were meeting after a long time. Shafeena and ammu where class mates in some entrance coaching center. So we became good friends quickly. Since, to reach our college it was 8-9 hrs journey from our place it was decided by the families that we three would travel together when ever there is a vacation and both the families asked me to take care of their daughters. Shafeena and ammu stayed in the college hostel and I shared a house with some of my college mates near to our college. We had become very good and open friends and we used to enjoy travel together in train whenever there was holidays for more than 3 days and mostly we travelled back home in malabar express after our classes in the evening so that we can reach home early in the morning and return to college also by the same train so that we can get maximum time in our house also. During these travels we used to enjoy a lot playing pranks on each other fighting with each other for fun and sometimes during such play I used to feel sexually attracted by these two girls but my sense of being the guardian for them would make me suppress all such thoughts. It was during our 4th semester one day afternoon in college I was called to the office for a phone call and it was ammu's uncle (father's friend) who told me that ammu's father had met up with an accident and is in a critical condition and had to be taken to a hospital in mangalore. So I was asked to bring ammu to mangalore by the evening train. Shafeena was having some internal exams so I and ammu were traveling to mangalore. Ammu was very upset with her fathers' news and was most of the time crying and I was trying my best to console and give her positive thoughts and strength. Most of the time she had rested her head on to my shoulders and some times when some thoughts were disturbing her she hugged me tight and cried. I also rubbed her back and comforting her. Some times when I was doing so I was getting bit sexually high and I was finding it difficult to control my such thoughts. I was also feeling very bad and guilty for such thoughts coming into my mind at such a point of time. I don't know whether ammu sensed it but she just kept herself very close to me through out the journey. It was a very tough journey for ammu and an even tougher one for me with all these emotional and physical tangle with in me. We reached mangalore hospital in the morning, ammu's mother, sister and her fathers brother were only there and I stayed with them for helping them as her fathers brother was a village person and not that efficient to manage things there alone. I called my house and informed them about every thing and my father called up his friend in mangalore also to come and help us. But by evening uncle(ammus father) passed away. I was actually facing such a intense life situation for the first time in my life and didn't have any idea of how to handle it. While I was clearing the hospital formalities and arranging ambulance to take the body to their house. Ammu came to me and told me to inform this to some of her relatives and gave me their number and while telling so she broke down and hugged me very tight and was crying. I was absolutely shattered seeing the grief of my friend and I was finding very difficult to control the tears flooding out of my eyes. I made her sit in a chair there and she fell unconscious. I really don't know how I managed to find courage and to manage the situation and organize things to move on from there. Luckily my father also reached there by the time and we stood along with their family until all the required was done. I returned back to college after a week, and in college shafeena also was very sorry on all that happened. The first day I met her after returning she caught hold of my hands and was crying holding my hands very tightly and she kissed on my hands for the care I have been giving them. Ammu would return back to college only after a month and I and shafeena made sure that notes for the classes she missed were all kept updated. We had a 2 day leave on college due to a hartal on a thursday and friday was may day then along with sat and sun we would get 4 days off so I and shafeena returned to our home. During our journey back shafeena and I had the side berths so we sat on our seats facing each other and she was looking into my eyes.